things have been quite sucky nowadays, as the countdown to enlistment ends in one month, i've been feeling less motivated to go outta house!!! i still have a work assignment to complete, but i'm too lazy to do it, quite sucky though.... myself i mean..
this week hasn't been easy either, been drowned with scoldings, corrections and lots of non-physical stress, yes, its emotional pressure, the kind that painkillers can't cure and medicine won't have an effect on.... how nice it would be to be as emotionless as a robot, it started with saturday and all the way throughout, till this evening, it is never ending! wth, its like, i'm a toy to be played with, people vent their feelings on me like i won't be affected by it, i'm still human leh!
arrgh, i'm kinda in a lock-myself-away-from-everyone mood, people are made to interact with each other, and yet, they are the ones that we sometimes wish to keep away from, irony? no, its just that every human being ticks at a different pace, when we are able to tick and tock in harmony, peace will set in, when will mine arrive?
.jpg)