My name is Gilbert.
i'm not someone happy
damn pissed again, dunno why i get myself bothered with people who only end up pissing me off, i try to organise an outing so everyone can get together, kenneth makes it, xian zhong says: i'll be there in 30 mins, heng yeong says HE WILL BE THERE when he is done with gym, lazy chong san says he is tired and dun feel like going out when he said he would be able to the day before, zhong wei can't be contacted, as usual, always unable to communicate unless he needs help with his itunes then will contact me, jian wei even worse, SAID HE WILL COME after he joins his mother for lunch!
the outcome of all the lies? its been 30 hours already and xian zhong had not made it for the lunch, he didn't make it a point to inform me, heng yeong FORGOT to let me know he can't come, lazy chong san went out after all, went to bugis to buy computer, jian wei FORGOT to tell me he can't come too, he also forgot a lot of other things, like forgot to say why he went to bugis with lazy chong san instead when i asked him out? and forgot why he said he will join us when he is done with his family shopping, but i only find him at home already, without letting us know! we were prowsing around like fucks! and what the hell is wrong with phones nowadays? its no longer making people mobile, you can never ever connect and reach someone anymore, then what the FUCK is the phone for, you might as well swallow it down.
two "forgets" is it really so easy to forget? it means i dun mean anything to them at all, not even worthy of a fren saying "hey, sorry i can't make it" or you might as well not promise in the first place fuck shit, i hate these kind of people. if you could choose to prioritize other people or other things in front of me when i asked you out, i should do the same.